Rough waters

I'm about to rant! Okey I'm ranting!! Things aren't looking good. I see difficult days ahead. With this training coming to its 3rd week, I feel so isolated already. Times are hard to cope with the situation at hand. There are so many variables filling my life these coming days. Instead of feeling kind of better, I feel uncertain. All are not good feelings. Whatever happens, I have my last will and testament. As if this is the end of my career! I never like this in the beginning! I hated this job and the pressure is getting on to me each weekend passes! I miss the days when I was back in recruiting! I rather be there while looking for the right job!!